Thursday, 10 April 2014

This Sudden Feeling

somehow I think I'm ready for a love
but
the more I think about it, the more I'm not ready

love is not easy, esp. when you talk to me,
the psychology undergrad student...

I believe when he can't deal with
my ignorance of feeling
my flintiness
my priority
then he is not for me

for it won't just a relationship.
it's a pathway to a marriage,
and who doesn't want their marriage
to be perfect?
while I'm thinking about this sudden feeling,
I listen to a song, a perfect one,
which was sang by Renee Olstead.
A Love That Will Last.

I want a little something more
don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

Say that you love me
say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me
and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
'Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic
Oh I guess that's so
There's something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

So there's just a little more that I need
I wanna share all the air that you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last


well, I guess,
I have the urge to write this down
because of my yesterday meeting
with my faculty (and his wife).
they have a family
which I wish I own in the future.

look how lovely they are
future family I can dream of :)