Sunday, 13 April 2014

In The Middle of Super-Procrastination-Power

so, the thing is my laptop was broken.
as we all know that a laptop monitor
and the laptop keyboard is connected by two hinges,
one on the left side of the monitor
and the other one on the right side of the monitor.

and the left hinge of my laptop was broken.
it was not that serious, on the beginning it was only a crack.
until one day I have to spend about 1 minute
everytime I want to open my laptop monitor.
it was sucks.

so I decided to bring this stuff to its hospital.
one month passed, welcome home dear...

after a month using my brother laptop
here it is my old sweetheart,
coming back home, lovely~


BUT!
after some hours I've spent with my feel-like-new laptop,
I JUST REALIZE ONE THING,
ONE SERIOUSLY IMPORTANT THING O.O

I'm losing my compparel that was bought by my brother.
it was a statement mini compparel,
the statement is
"inside all of us is a wild things..."
cropped from here

it's not about the missing of the compparel that makes me sad,
but the fact that it was from my brother :'(
I really care about stuffs that my brother gave.

and I hate when I'm losing my stuff...
RAGH :((

PS: I supposed to finish my second chapter
of my undergrad theses, but I end up writing here. LOL

Thursday, 10 April 2014

This Sudden Feeling

somehow I think I'm ready for a love
but
the more I think about it, the more I'm not ready

love is not easy, esp. when you talk to me,
the psychology undergrad student...

I believe when he can't deal with
my ignorance of feeling
my flintiness
my priority
then he is not for me

for it won't just a relationship.
it's a pathway to a marriage,
and who doesn't want their marriage
to be perfect?
while I'm thinking about this sudden feeling,
I listen to a song, a perfect one,
which was sang by Renee Olstead.
A Love That Will Last.

I want a little something more
don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

Say that you love me
say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me
and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
'Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic
Oh I guess that's so
There's something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

So there's just a little more that I need
I wanna share all the air that you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last


well, I guess,
I have the urge to write this down
because of my yesterday meeting
with my faculty (and his wife).
they have a family
which I wish I own in the future.

look how lovely they are
future family I can dream of :)